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William Maize's avatar

What a difference 6 years makes. I went from a long, looong time libertarian to a Trump guy to a reactionary. As a libertarian, my understanding of the "uniparty" was merely that both offered more government in different forms, but it didn't occur to me at the time that they worked towards the same ends. I didn't trust Trump and abstained from the 2016 election but quickly jumped on his side when I saw the entirety of the media apparatus and every institution attack him. I was distrustful of all these things, and I figured they must be attacking him for a reason. Also, the SJW insanity picked up pace at breakneck speed, and even though I considered myself a "libertarian", the plummet into sheer degeneracy shook me.

During COVID I became aware of the JQ and just how deep the rabbit hole went, accompanied by an absolute disgust at the insane amount of credulity displayed by people in my life I actually respected. During the Summer of Floyd I finally admitted to myself that race realism is real.

Trump appealed to me at first because he'd say things that would have been normal in 1996 (when I was a teenager, and so remember), but are well past the Overton window now. It was a case of "Return to Fresh Prince" for me. I just wanted the America of the 90s back. Sure there were riots but it was still possible for a working class family to find a place to live which wasn't overrun with nonwhites, was safe and was prosperous. The economy was doing well, crime was going down, culture wasn't entirely garbage.

I think there were many Trump supporters like me out there. Not "elite", but not uneducated rednecks. We went to university and gritted our teeth at the nonsense that pervades every campus.

We read up on the Constitution and Locke and Hobbes and were adherents to the enlightenment and deeply proud of the country which, up to that point, was pretty damn good to us.

What I learned now is that it was lost long ago, and it was also apparent to me there were NO academics, pundits or political philosophers that would DARE challenge the enlightenment directly. Sure, there were a few large-nosed no-bullshit USSR fans in the universities, but among the "right" /libertarian side? Absolutely not.

And so after the past 3 years or so of lamenting the now-obvious destruction of any illusion that the United States was free, I find a group of TRULY right-wing academics and writers who have apparently been holed up in the UK and scattered about Europe.

It was not easy to find people like AA because the reach simply isn't there (by design, of course), but when it occurred to me that any political commenter that got "big" inevitably started spewing bullshit convenient to the establishment, I looked for the "smaller" channels with more "radical" things to say. Damn I am glad to have found them. For so long it looked like my only political choices were Mitt Romney-types, boomer con Trump types, or absolutely feckless and useless libertarian types. It's nice to have my eyes opened for a third way, and although I spat out the anti-enlightenment canards like a toddler trying out brussels sprouts at first, I have come to accept that the now-obvious truth that this ideal that I have held for decades is just not workable. Or maybe it was but it cannot be now. That's a real eye opener, and it allowed me to at least be able to advocate for something rather than mourn the death of something that can never return.

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N.D. Wallace-Swan's avatar

I remember hearing about Q and immediately thinking it was stupid, but so many MAGA types ate it up. If you are given a plate of bullshit, and then still eat it, that’s bad of course. But if you are trying to get other people to eat up bullshit? That’s hardly different from woke propaganda but by a different method and via different ends.

Beware of the naïve and gullible, they aren’t useful or productive.

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